hay i've switched to fishnetsandfags  so add me!!

i want cheezcake. my sholder hurts soooo bad. i hate everyone right now. the sun has bleached my sanity. i'm out of ciggerets and i really want one. i'm getting acid this week. i'm trying to get help for my *problems*. my arms are slit almost to my elbows on each arm. i'm pathetic. i need more eyeliner. these pills arnt helping me any.

this is really fucked up...my body is like craving a fix...of something...anything...its making me feel so sick...i've always hated this feelin...my body (and mind/sanity) have just been goin a-wall all week...its really starting to fuck with me...oh god i think i'm gonna be sick :(

help me escape...everything i feel, everything i know, everything i see...help me to kill this pain...this pain i feel when i think about everything i've done...the poison is still in my blood, the monsters still in my head, and these scars, a constent reminder that it will never get better...i used to escape...through pills and blood...now not ( Read more... )

ok...ya...ummm...ok. sooooo i went to rocky last night with brian and his girlfriend...twas fun. lizz and her friends were there and so was tara and everyone else (that i hadn't seen in a while)...so yes fun was had. the show started late...or early...can't decide which. the pre-show was cute...although i didn't really understand what was goin on. ( Read more... )

1. Are you male or female?: Only The Girl ( Read more... )

ok so i'm probaly gonna go to rocky tonight! w00t and such!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...have a happy *evil* valentines days...blah blah blah

sick
twisted
dark
demented
deranged
rotten
vile
impure
vicious
deadly
distubed
hopeless
helpless
condemned
corrupt
evil
repulsive
revolting
vulgar
wicked
...these are just some of the words that come to mind when i think of the human race.