didnt feel like going to school today. after last night, i felt i needed some time to relax. mental health days rule. i dont know why im awake though. i should go back to sleep, but i was having really disturbing dreams ( Read more... )

today was pretty non - exciting. well, thats the same for everyday. but, i cant believe i did it again. Yup- but not getting into it here. i just feel really disgusting. it hurts just to look at....

alright, goodnight.

ahhhh another dawn. ive been up alll night. isnt that exciting? well, theres nothing really to talk about. why did i start this silly journal anyway... i guess.. i guess i dont know.

Shit, i dunno what to say.

Alright, so I'm in the school building, but does that actually mean i'm in school? im wasting away in the library, and just made a little ol' icon. A shiny new penny to whomever can guess what song it is. Who the fuck am I kidding. Noone reads this ( Read more... )

ahhh, another exciting day to face. school starts at 830 today for me, and im about to head out on my way. i feel a little bit better today, so thats cool ( Read more... )

Well, I was going to customize this thing, but I'm just too tired... my head feels like it's going to fall off my neck, and there's nothing I can do about it right now. Sometimes, I just want to scream.... for so many reasons... but my voice is already hoarse from crying... i came out of this shell to not feel this way... i guess i haven't emerged ( Read more... )

Hey... just checking in to what what's going on with this thing.... if anyone shares my interests... feel free to say hi... kinda lonely over here, if you get what i mean...

-jyl