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I actually came on here to delete all my entries.
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Reflecting - 2015
Taking this time to reflect on 2015. A very mentally and emotionally challenging year for me. Started off the New Year looking to make a physical change in myself--as always. I eventually stuck to it and have ended the year roughly 25 lbs less than I started it, which isn't much, but is something. I am proud of myself for it ( Read more... ) -
Livin life
One year ago today, I ended my friendship with my best friend. May not have been in the most graceful manner, but it needed to happen. I gave up way too much of myself to her. And it took pieces of me from others who I truly should have been a better friend to ( Read more... ) -
give + give = abused
So many formulas in life ( Read more... ) -
When I'm 30...
Saw something on Facebook about a 12 year old girl who just passed away, and her parents found a letter that her 12 year old self had written to her 22 year old self. I thought it was interesting so now I've decided to write a letter to my 30 year old self. Here we go ( Read more... ) -
Love it or leave it.
It's actually weird as fuck that I'm writing in this thing twice in the same week when I haven't written in it in a year. But I feel like I've had a revelation as far as my personal relationships go in this past year, but more so in the last 3 months, and I constantly have these conversations and thought processes going on in my mind but never ( Read more... ) -
Happy Hal y'allllll
Haven't updated this thing in forever. I'm not really sure why I choose the random moments that I do....probably when I just feel the need to obsessively rant about shit that probably isn't that big of a deal but I make it a big deal or it's only shit that I care about because none of my friends really care about my random thoughts. Only my dad. ( Read more... ) -
womp womp. my new life catch phrase. it's suiting.. wompity womppp
I have so many things to say that I think it just called for a journal-live update. that's live journal backwards. I'm still so witty I see. so last weekend I bought a new Chanel dress and wore it out last night with my black and white Louboutins. We started off at Sky Bar with some cosmos then moved onto Kiss n Fly for some clubbing ( Read more... ) -
These currents are still killing me and you can't explain
Sometimes I miss it... Sometimes I miss y-o-u. But then I remember the deceit, the bullshit, the pain, the lies, the constant battle for social hierarchy; the constant battles with our own selves. But then there are those good times. Those good times that out weight all of the bad ones and erase the pain. Those good times that make you forget. ( Read more... ) -
this high has get me lower than the highest
This is a poem I wrote that still needs some work. It pretty much sums up though how you constantly deny the fact that you're receiving the opposite of what you desire and how you consciously let it happen. You know something hurts or isn't right, yet you give it excuses and cling to it for as long as you can. It's something that is sucked so dry ( Read more... )