to give yourself completly like that.....and then have it all thrown away. in the blink of an eye, im on the edge. wish it would stop, wish it was all a bad dream. just want it to be like it was.........im afraid, i feel alone in the dark. loosing yourself in someone is hard. its even harder to recover

how many times have you been pushed around ( Read more... )

um yeah, so i used to think i kind of had everything figured out, but i dont really know anymore. its funny how one phone call can put so much in question. its like im over life....

im so over being dramatic about everything

im done with this shit.

so this is what addiction feels like......

looks like this is the only place i have left where i feel like i can truly explain my self. although i doubt that anyone will understand, much less care. my parents are a lost cause, according to them im the worst son in the world. and a complete discrace. well im sorry. but thats all i can say. im just fed up with life. the drama, the shit you ( Read more... )

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just shoot me....