man im bored, and a lil pissed. my uncle wanted me to play my guitar for him so i did, then while i was playing he started telling me to never give up and that no matter what people say keep on cuz he thinks im getting really good...so i was like yeah ok then i started to play again then my uncle said ok yeah thats enough though. ass. so im not ( Read more... )

yeah so im at my gramas right now, pretty bored...we went shopping today at baybrook mall it was fun...i got a bunch of crap, most of it is from hot topic. i got some earrings, some posters, some shirts, a cd player, a seether cd, some patches, a sticker, a pin, some make up, nail polish, wristbands, underwear, socks, shoes, insence, perfume....and ( Read more... )

GOD!!! kenley keeps getting online and starting shit with me its so frustrating hes done it ever since he found out my sn...which was a WHILE ago...god i hate him so fucking much. and now im mad at ashley. fuck her. ok i asked kenley why he hates me so much, and he said because i ate out his gf, and i said, yeah, and she liked it....so kenley ( Read more... )

yeah so today was really boring, i just played the sims the whole time. virginias b day is on friday i have no idea what to get her. we are getting better at getting along which is pretty cool. i just smoked a lil bit of a cig i feel better now. i LOVE the way they taste man...i used to hate it but now i freakin love it. i started a dream journal ( Read more... )

wow ashley called me last night, crying because of kenley. wow, i told her she could call me anytime if she needed to, but i never really thought she would. i feel wanted now, lol. but yeah i think i made her feel a lil better at least, all we did was laugh like the whole time so yeah. we made fun of joanna, talked about smoking, how big of an ass ( Read more... )

man im bored...theres like nothing to do at all. i might have randye come over for a few nights next week, so that will be cool. i got in a fight with jo yesterday it was great. i freakin hate her, lol. if i could i would seriously hurt her. im not kidding either. but u know, im not gonna do that cuz like...i know i could hurt her pretty bad, i ( Read more... )

dude. oh my god. im so fucking happy to be fucking home man. that trip....with sabrina....was the most annoying thing i have ever put myself through. they.....are always...HAPPY. too happy. and her dads a plain assmunch. that family.....is beyond normal happiness....everythings funny to them...and enjoyable...while they were sitting there laughing ( Read more... )

ok i broke up with joanna today, thank fucking god. things are too complicated between me and her fuck it. i dont wanna be her friend anymore because 1- we are just gonna end up back together then break up and keep going through that cycle, and 2- im trying to get clean, and hanging around her isnt helping. so fuck her man. i just hope she ( Read more... )

well joanna decided not to break up with me, but to give me another chance to get myself together. ive noticed that when things are going well....i make it turn out bad. i have to make things more complicated than they have to be. i think WAY too much and i really just need to give up all my worrying and go along for the ride...if its bumpy, o well ( Read more... )

grrr i think me and jo are gonna break up....sux. we never go out for more than a week. i freak out over lil stuff and she takes it too seriously. we suck. i freak out because of nick. she talks about him ALL the freakin time, and she refuses to admit that. she does dude. but whatever. if she wants to stay with me than im going to get better. i ( Read more... )