I realize I haven't been around much..between Livejournal's downtime and spending time with my children, I have been neglecting everything else. Paris' new favorite toy is Barbie. She can't seem to get tired of dressing them up, playing house. Prince hates shoes. Anywhere we go, he wants to wear socks or slippers. I let him unless he'll be ( Read more... )

Everywhere I look, love is falling apart. Why can't anyone stay together anymore? Isn't there room for love and hope and destiny in the world? When did love get so complicated? Simplicity is key..to realize that you see something beautiful and special in a person and you don't forget to tell them that they make you a better you. Isn't that what ( Read more... )

Had a beautiful time with Paula last night...We went out after she finished with American Idol. The other judges looked a little upset that she was being whisked away so quickly, but I couldn't help myself. I couldn't wait to be with her ( Read more... )

The lawyers have done it again, we're going to war with Mr. Bashir. Not that I'm all that upset about it this time, the whole show was horrible. Watching it again, and just seeing the end, how he twisted everything to his own liking, when I trusted him as a friend ( Read more... )

I don't expect much from people, but dignity and respect. Does anyone have any idea what it is like to grow up in such a huge spotlight? Everyone watching, waiting for you to do something wrong? When nothing happens, they accuse you of things that you would never, ever in a million years do. I would never hurt a child. I want to give them the ( Read more... )

So tonight the shit hits the fan. My 'interview' will be on 20/20. Am I nervous? Hell yes. This did not look good in England. I realize that people are curious about me and I'm not always forthcoming with information. Why should I be? Everyone is entitled to some privacy. *sigh* Not that I'm so concerned with selling records now, but I do ( Read more... )

I love my new 10 icon thing. This is one of my personal favorites. Isn't Janet cute? LOL!

AIM is kind of an awkward silence for me, perhaps that is why I have been avoiding it so. The children are doing great, little Prince was watching some of my old short films and dancing (Rather impressively too). I see so much of myself in him, when I was younger. I stood beside him and taught him how to sidewalk, now it's all he does on the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and wonder what became of me.

So I'm going to promise to start doing a daily update..for all seven fans of my livejournal *grin*. I also pledge to be on AIM more often for the beautiful miss_janet and p_abdulVH1 ended up not running the segment with my plastic surgeon. I swear I don't own my life anymore. It's all my lawyers and agents. "New sound of the nineties" they said, I didn't ( Read more... )