i'm now into my thirty-second hour of Eliot's NO-SLEEP-A-THON ( Read more... )

if life is but a nightmare ( Read more... )

on monday i find out when i leave for oregon and california. i've got all the money to go...shit i'm fucking excited. i should be leaving the 24th of this month and i should be gone until the 12 of the next...i can't wait to get out of texas...ft. worth, and away from pretty much everything...everyone...save for a couple of people ( Read more... )

i graduated four days ago. i haven't written in this for over a month. i haven't seen some people in longer. i don't want to see certain people for even longer. some people i won't ever have to see again (thank you buddah). and some that i will never see again(this one make me sad ( Read more... )

so tonight was the big band dance. last time i went and didn't really play all that much just danced and i felt kinda dumb then but tonight was awesome cause i played a lot. most of my playing was in the first of three sets but that gave me time to stop sweating cause as sson as i got on stage i started sweating cause it was so damn hot up there. i ( Read more... )

haven't posted in weeks so i'll do it now ( Read more... )

i see now that i never had your heart ( Read more... )

had a weird day ( Read more... )

damn
the fuck is wrong with people?
some need to grow up and some need to realize what they do to others.
i'm not talking about anyone in particular just peope in general
this whole fucking world is fucked up
and i can't stand how things are going right now for anyone.

things i value most in life:
honesty
modesty
friendship
relationships
good

this day is for you ( Read more... )