I watched law and order all day yesterday from like 5 last nite til 4 this morning...b/c every nite since Chad's been @ brandon's I've stayed up til 4 in the morning just in case he'd call but last nite was no different from the others...so I still have no idea if he wants to spend tonite w/ me...b4 he said he'd definitely have a battery by today, ( Read more... )

Dude I think I'm fuckin dieing...I feel like shit...every fuckin part of me aches and I have a massive headache and I can barely move and I'm freezing even though I have layers n layers of clothes on and I even have a blanket over me...someone fuckin save me...I'm really god damn sick.

I ♥ Chad!

I had fun on christmas...only cuz I got to be with my Chad ( Read more... )

Hmmm...interesting weekend...friday I sorta ran away but my mom picked me up...got bitched at a lot all weekend...yesterday I went to Chad's :) Then got home n mom said she was gonna send me away...then she threw my XBox @ me n it hit my leg n I'm pretty sure my leg's broken...I still dunno if Chad went over to brando's or not b/c I tried callin ( Read more... )

I wrote my other entry earlier when I was crying because I saw that Chad was online yesterday n commented on a bunch of other ppl's myspace sites n not mine...and plus I was drinking becasue I drink when I'm sad...but I guess I'm over it...it's just like all the other weekends that Chad spends over at brandon's ( Read more... )

Chad said I made him feel like shit after my last entry...I'm sorry for makin him feel bad, but honestly how does he think that I feel since he's always over at brandon's house...he said he thought they were gonna practice, but couldn't get ahold of gilley...n I can understand that, but he asked why I always make him feel bad...well maybe it's ( Read more... )

Wow...I spent all morning cleaning my brother's room just so he could bring summer over later cuz he actually cares about spending time with his girlfriend.
I put up our tree last nite n decorated it by myself...now sean n summer r gonna decorate it more togetherWe didn't have school yesterday...judging by the anonymous project site, Chad went over ( Read more... )

I talked to Chad for like 15 minutes online ealier...it seemed like he didn't care @ all that he hasn't talked to me all break...it seems like he didn't care that he's made absolutely no effort to even try to be with me or contact me @ all during thnxgiving break...video games must really be worth making the person who's head over heels in love ( Read more... )

Dude I was just readin a bunch of my entries n pretty much all of em say that Chad went over to brandon's...seriously...he's always fuckin over there...he has yet to spend the weekend with me since back in like april or may...no lie. O well...I went to walmart today...Chad should be happy with what I bought...n they didn't cost no $13 like he saw ( Read more... )

Such a lonely day ( Read more... )