Alright I am at school. Today was awesome :) Okay so I came to school late on purpose to miss second period so I could have more time with my paper ( tomorrow I am cutting again to hang out with liz and eat breakfast) then I cut gym to chill in the locker room because it was too god damn hot out, I went to bio and and then to lunch with Katie and ( Read more... )

Benny and joon is one of the most beautiful movies ever.. :)

Ive never been more confused in my life. I just want to like go to some vast open space with someone, lay in the grass,just forget about everything else. but everything else just wont go away. I want to walk around bare foot and dance around and smile about nothing and just be happy like i used to be. I wish things werent the way they were,I wish ( Read more... )

things are ok

I want it to rain. I need thunder and lightning to fall down on me. I want to break my mirror and bleed out the bad. I want to be... Everything but. I cant really say what it is. Its too much, yet its the simplest thing in the world ( Read more... )

shit

Me and Julie went to Evans house again today. The reason why I constantly try to get away is just what I say. I don't belong there, I am not vital to any conversation, I am just there to be there, and it would make no difference if I left, and you cant deny that. that fact alone is rather overwhelming and hard to stand at times. So I hide. Be it, ( Read more... )

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