Not much to ponder, but lots to contemplate ( Read more... )

Remember how it all started.
Forgetting how it all ended.
Forgiving the ones who hurt me.
Living my life with love, hope, and happiness with the most beautiful woman in the world.

Rebecca is here. Trinity is awesome. Meadow is walking and her 1st birthday is Wednesday. Krystle is growing up(that is my ex-wife not another kid although sometimes it may be pretty confusing.) All is well. Rebecca is looking for a job, still no way of knowing how long she will be here with me, and Rebecca and I are taking a trip to New York ( Read more... )

Saturday is the tentative date for the return of my Rebecca. Not knowing if this is for a long time or only temporary is enough to drive me insane. I have such mixed emotions about this. On one hand, I would be with her all the time, we could live together, and I could wake up to her amazing smile and tender touch every morning. On the other ( Read more... )

Today is my Grandma's 91st birthday! That is amazing and I am so happy to be her grandson. She is the most wonderful, caring, tender, sweet person I have ever met. She does anything and everything for anybody and everybody she loves. Happy Birthday Grandma ( Read more... )

I knew it was coming, it was not a secret. I knew she was leaving, this was not a secret. Never intended on falling in love again so quickly. Now she is gone. I am lonely and depressed. I miss her badly, but I want her to be successful. I love her. I want her here with me, but I know she would never be completely happy only with me.

Well, my friends, the challenge has begun. My love has left me to be in New York to work on her dreams and I miss her badly. I miss her and it has only been two days. Long distance relationships have never been something I wanted to try, but this girl has a hold on me, and I don't want her to let go and I sure as hell ain't gonna let go.

Trinity's birthday was yesterday. She is 3, my gosh is she growing up. The horrible three's have all ready set in, and goodness. She was my 25th birthday gift, as she and I share the same birthday. It was a great day. We had a party on Sunday. Family was there. I am so proud to be a father and it is the greatest thing ever. Meadow, my ( Read more... )

I was always bothered by the fact I never thought I would fall in love again after being divorced. I was married for 6 years and the marriage had troubles from the start. It was strange that when I was not really looking for love it found me. You find these things when you least expect it. Thank you Rebecca for loving me.