New job, people screaming "COME SEE ME!" chest is tightening. Doing a crappy job at work. :(, Stress

It's been a while since I wrote. Good and bad has happened. Sadly, my dad is dying. The cancer won. He's resting on pain management in the hospital. My mom is resting too. I snuck away to just write, be me. My heart been hammered and broken too many times I needed a respite. The doctor has given us a DNR form. That was like a knife to the soul. My ( Read more... )

OK, my contacts didn't transfer. Please PM me your contact info so I can add it to my phone, please.

I had a problem with unemployment last week where I had to reapply. No biggie, I saved some money and my tax refund came in. So Monday I get a deposit thinking it was this week's unemployment. This morning forgot to set my iPhone to 'leave me the fuck alone' (My words, not their's) and I was waken up to a message. 'Hi, we deposited your ( Read more... )

Woke up today after sleeping 10 hrs, instead of 12. The sun came out and I felt better. My cold was receding, my car was not in as bad shape as I thought it was. The friend I was looking for replied back and it's Wednesday.

Dear Mike ( Read more... )

been VERY down today. Just can't shake the black cloud over my head. Yes, I'm starting a new job next week. But don't give two shits about it. Fact is, I've lost so much passion in my life I don't have a cause or care in my life. I know it's depression. I know it's living in this shithole and paralyzed by the idea of moving and abandoning my family ( Read more... )

This is usually painful month for me. Mike died in this month. The weather sucks. Nothing good for me happens this month and I could use a break of light. Happiness seems to be a foreign concept in this month.

I keep getting alerts from Google+ saying "HEY! there's people you know!' I look at the list going, yup, yup, yup. But it's my NON furry id, geez.

Very cute, very furry, Very nice valentines day google doodle