I'm been busy and distracted by life so if you wish to find me go to furaffinity or weasyl. I'm under Jacob OHare there.

At about 10:30Am TODAY I had the viagra ad running through my mind... You've reached the age when you know better than to eat Ghost chili BBQ...You've reached the age when you really don't give a crap if the bathroom is only for customers....You've reached the age when you know better than to not spend a fiver at said bathroom ( Read more... )

I'm going through a hard time and I see no hope for help. I'm going to try and write to get the darkness out of me and I will be posting here. It will be dark, incredibly dark. Just a warning

Been hunting for a friend for a couple of weeks but no contact. Finally I called the cops to find him. Found out he was emotionally compromised. I'm so fucking sick of this shit. I'm so fucking sick and tired of trying to be the honorable man and do the right thing. I'm so fucking tired of bearing bad news and bearing pain.

Ok, politicians and media are critiquing clowns on comedy. Even though the sole purpose of a jester was to tell the king he was full of shit and was not a god

Situational analysis; really, really, really, F'ed up ( Read more... )

So, my car hits a guardrail and head to head a telephone pole. Owie.... But my shitup car is dead and I have a new one. 2000 Buick LeSabre, 112K miles.

7 Years ago the person I call my furry godfather told me I had 6 months to get out of his house. As cruel as it seems it was the right move. I was not registering time in my mind and I was clinging in an unhealthy way. I moved back in with my parents. Fast forward to now. My dad died on fathers day and now my mom is clinging to me. She talks about ( Read more... )

Didn't write about this only because I was tired. On Sunday my dad died of cancer. He fought the good fight. He was given about 6 months but he took 3 more years. :) I won't lie, that made me proud. Last week he was just tired. You could see the soul was gone and the body had yet to catch up. He was in a lot of pain. The best thing was I got the ( Read more... )

For the past 4 years I have been miserable as fuck. I lost my love, my passion, and at times my will to live. Now I'm losing my dad. I'm watching day after day he's rotting away into nothing because of cancer. I stay because my mom is a nervous wreck who, much like the rest of us, is an anti-social. I want to go out and do things but I'm afraid my ( Read more... )