Ok, so, how many fucking guys, are going to push my buttons regarding chelsey and I ( Read more... )

My band fatum is playing our (quite possibly last) show on saturday, and the bitch who was supposed to give me a ride fucking duped me after promising this shit a while ago. so i have no ride. and yeah. anyways im pissed. and im trying to find one. so. someone fucking help me out. god, if youre listenin, HELP! if youre there. or whatever. not to ( Read more... )

hey, i changed some of my info and stuff and decided id update
i live in PORTLAND OREGON NOW
I go out with CHELSEY BUTCHARD
i love her
I went straight edge
i think i got kicked out of fatum
I am an angry person
i think its because i stopped smoking
I love josh and jason
i hope they miss me
I wish theyd come visit <3

I wonder if anyone knows how much this is all breaking me. There's so many things wrong, I dont even want to get out of bed anymore. I have to get away, but even that's pulling me apart. I'm so afraid to be away, despite that everything here's completely fucked. One more day here, and then i'm gone... Isn't that wierd to think that im going to be ( Read more... )

i might as well write in this thing ( Read more... )

well, its been a few days. not much has happened ( Read more... )

thats really all you need to know, especially since, its top secret. and i mean 007 style top secret, not pop secret, although i am going to watch a movie. interview with the vampire. its going to be great. grrRRRREAT. why am i even writing. thank god josh only deleted his lj for 1 day. if that. she totally forgot she drank it. and junk and shit. i ( Read more... )

*insert dimebag darrell riff here ( Read more... )

well fatum played last night ( Read more... )

i did not in anyway start reposting in this to have stupid ass little kids talk shit. so if you really feel the need to be apart of my life because in your pathetic eyes im some kind of celebrity... then go for it. its only making you look bad. im sick of all these words. the next thing im going to start exchanging is fists. You dont see that im ( Read more... )