I think I accidentally changed fate again. Last time I did that it was bad. I'm terrified I hope someone else broke it not me. I don't want the weight of the error to fall on me like last time.

Cian mentioned to me I'm bad about posting when I'm happy. I suppose I am more or less. I was laid off into a lesser position at work. I'm also getting ready to move to Scotland. Well before the end of 2010 I should be living in Edinburgh and married to Cian. It's pretty intense. This weekend me and my mom went to New Orleans and packed all his ( Read more... )

The INS took my boyfriend away. He was just sleeping on the bus and they took him.

Everyone please pray or do whatever you do for my mom. She has surgery on Tuesday and is having a hard time with her prep.

Tonight I punched Batty in the face and Cian went to jail. That is all

That didn't last long, but I guess I invested myself too quickly. Who argues with someone over hanging up on them right before there mom goes in to surgery? Someone who dose not have any love for you that's who. I guess bright side ( Read more... )

When ever I take Valerian it's like a really mild version of pot mixed with sleepiness. It's often the only solution to keep me from being a skitzy freak. I wish it didn't make me so sleepy I would take it every day.

I spent the entire day today trying to remember what I did Tuesday at 11pm I realized laundry ( Read more... )

I think I'm fucking sick again. What's wrong with me? I get sick like 4+ times a year now. I stopped drinking so much why dose my body keep crapping out.

I think my stomach is mess up again. I wish I was dead end transmission