I've been in Maryland for 9 months and one day today. Not going to lie, I didn't see myself getting far or succeeding at all...However, I am extremely proud of myself for growing as much as I have and for proving everyone wrong who thought I was going to fail...

And, by the way, a big fuck you to those who placed bets on when I was going to move

god, im so fucked up...

I hate myself.

I'm not ready for this.

I miss having a social life and having friends. I'm sure this will happen again someday... Hopefully.

I am so sick of my life right now. Not even my life, just where I am. I hate being here and I hate working as much as I do. I can't wait to be done with school because I absolutely hate school and just want to graduate and get out of that Hell hole ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I had a place or person to go to when I'm upset.

Here's a band I recently discovered from Huntington Beach, CA. I think you should check them out... :) Here's an acoustic version of Runner Runner's #HeyAlli and #ICantWait

http://www.fan2band.com/sl/capitolmusicgroup/runnerrunner/123647_45_5212

dear life,

please get better soon. i miss when you were good.

love,
jacqui.

I need a shoulder to cry on.