Insecurities

[jacrenparensti]

So, I don't know why, but I'm about to have a break down cause I found out game is happening. I feel left out even though I know nothing is being done to hurt me. I don't understand this hurt. I wish I did. I want to stop feeling it.

I miss everyone already...I wish I could be there. I wish I didn't feel this need to please people.

I need a hug

Comments

[guardiandragon]

*HUGS* I felt the same way when I could not attend the Tampa game with you guys.

In this, trust me that many of us were put out by the fact that there was game. We were assured of a cool calm collected night and instead had to run f*ing mass combat crap. Headache, to say the least.

We miss you! Also, LOVES TO THE LISSA!!

[obie]

yeah, I woke up and there were a ton of people here. I was like, WTF?

At the end of the night, there was a discussion within the household about what happened and how it should not have happened and how a couple of snafus that did happens outside of the spectrum of the game could have been disastrous but luckily things managed to work out.

Bottom lime is that someone else fucked up big time and they will be held accountable for it.

On the other hand, I met a couple of cool girls that came up for the game and quite possibly may have inadvertently setup up a bowling night at the sushi bowling place.

More news on that when I get it.