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my two favourite colors are green and purple. i used to say that i felt they wouldn't look good together. i found in the last few months i have completely transformed my wardrobe and accessories with green and purple being the main colors black following a close second. i take back my original comment. those two colors, in unison, rock. im in style ( Read more... )

so stef went to the great big sea concert on saturday, july the 8th. (yes i know this post is kinda late... but bah to you... i actually found myself busy much to my delight :D) i personally would have loved to go with him because i've never been to a concert but i'm aware of the reasons that it wouldn't work so it's cool. i'll cope. it's not like ( Read more... )

i am sooooooooo BOREDDDDDDDDD...

god, give me something to do. that doesn't involve connor.

god, i love him, byut i need a serious break. and not a break to do a bunch of other things that i've neglected. a break to chill and do whatever i feel like doing.

BOREDDDDDDD.....

so i recently changed my mp3 player to shuffle because i felt i needed to listen to other tracks that had been neglected. and to my joyous suprise i found quite a few treasures in my lists. such as natalie imburglia "torn". haven't heard that for so long.

i thought i saw a man brought to life
he was warm, he came around like he was dignified
he ( Read more... )

for the last week now ive found myself in another fit of depression. it doesn't help that stefs mood has gotten darker either. no matter all the effort i put into doing stuff with him he just throws it back in my face accusing me of not giving a fuck about spending time with him. if i so much as yawn in his presence it's like setting off a ( Read more... )

i really dont see the lure of blogging anymore.

maybe its just a phase. i got the most amazing journal at the beaches recently. its a bit of a bitch to explain it, so i wont. suffice to say its amazing. plus, going online is a pain. its a lot more harder to do.

but now that i have the chance... connor had another bronchiolitis relapse which he is ( Read more... )

lost my wallet.

god im such an idiot.

anxiety attacks are getting worse.

i felt relieved for a bit but i'm still not out of the clear.

gotta re-do it next week.

then we'll talk...

ive been feeling very cruddy. i've done a few majorly stupid things these past few days. partly because of the poison i've put in my system. partly because of the anxiety attacks i've been having due to my recent medical issues. my depression has gotten drastically worse ( Read more... )