ugh... i haven't written in this thing since high school... but typing is better than writing with my broken hand and all ( Read more... )

i learned that i can never talk to him about our problems... given i had really bad timing, but there is no such thing as good timing in our relationship... but tonight i was in the wrong... i should have left him alone but it bothers me when he doesn't acknowledge the fact that i'm his girlfriend and i should be the one he talks to and looks to to ( Read more... )

how do you explain to someone the choices you've made are not random without telling them your reasons? i think that i've made a mistake, but in the same breathe i think that it was right too. we weren't meant to be together or i would still want to be with him. but i should have done it a better way, a more innocent way. instead i decided to be ( Read more... )

so i SHOULD be writing my research paper... but i can't consintrate long enough to get it done. i write a paragraph, but then i get bored with it or get distracted and stop... oh well i don't care. i'll get it done by the morning and then i can study for my math exam and then take a lovely nap and not wake up until tomorrow when it's time to get up ( Read more... )

so i came home straight from work this afternoon to work on a paper that is due tomorrow and i had yet to begin. as i'm writing this paper, almost half way done, i decide to check online for the exact requirements. while doing this, i find out that the paper i am in the process of finishing isn't due until the 29th. so my first response was "yeah, ( Read more... )

the other day i got into my first car accident. it wasn't that bad. all that happened was my front bumper got bent in half. no cops or insurance companies got involved, which i am very lucky for. on another note, chris and i have been talking a lot this week. it's a great thing that we still act the same way. i'm pretty sure that we'll end up back ( Read more... )

so i am signed up for next semester... i guess that i can say that i am happy with the schedule i got. it wasn't what i originally wanted but it'll do. still on the topic of school, i have a lot of papers and what-not to do over the thanksgiving break, which i should probably start worrying about asap, but you know me... i'm great at ( Read more... )

well it happened. chris and i broke up monday evening. it wasn't a bad break up which i am very grateful about. we hung out last night and everything was as ok as it could be i guess. i think that really it's for the best though. i don't need to be in a relationship right now. i'm to indecisive about what i think will make me the most happy and ( Read more... )

i've come to a decision. i know that most people will think that it's not that good of one, but i know that this one change will indirectly change everything. the only thing is that to a lot of ppl it's going to be completely random, but it is something that i've been thinking about for a long time. i'm tired of thinking about things, figuring out ( Read more... )

one day i'm going to find a way to live life without roller coasters... i'm tired of the ups and downs. i know that it's a part of life and there's a bad thing to every good one, but i wish that it wasn't like that. this morning was great! i finally got to hang out with my boyfriend for the first time this week really and it's almost at the end, ( Read more... )