wow I'm 19, and i feel absolutely no difference. except i seem to have lost every bit of creativity which i thought i possessed. stuck. what to do?

i think i have begun to rethink my life and everything that has been a part of it up until this point... I realize that things can never stay the same... and i notice that i am changing... I don't know whether it is for the better or not... but it is different and new... and what i guess i mean to say is... i don't know whats going on with me right ( Read more... )

oh my gosh how time flys when have you to be someplace or doing something all the time... NO... not in that good... IM SO POPULAR time in your life... NOO... in that OMIGOD MY BOSS IS A FREAKIN SCHIZOPHRENIC!!! time in your life... then again... MY LIFE!!!!...
CAN ANYONE SAY
Jaded needs a RAISE!!!!

I HAVE A JOB!!!!
scary, huh...?
yes i have a job... and i'm suposed to be working right now, but i'm not... SO THERE!!!!

................................. Im bored =(

I have no internet... im writing this from class... AHHHHH!

I think that one of my major weaknesses is that i put people on pedastals...*mia*... and i actualy confronted him about it... well... he kinda confronted me about it... and i admited to it... kinda... but... you know... he made me feel like i already did, that it wasn't his fault but then i thought about and i think he probably has had this happen ( Read more... )

I feel ( Read more... )

Jeezy creezy! its almost been a month since i have updated.... Wow... finally a record.... well yesh a lot has been happening in the pathetic little life of mine, most recently so, tho, something rather disturbing, and having to do with physical abuse of one of my dearest friends, it angers me in a way that i don't think anyone can understand... ( Read more... )

or hanukkah or chanuka or kwanza or eid or winter solstice or winter break!!! whooo hoooo no school for the next week still!!! yay!!! yeah i didn't get all that sad i probably will when i watch the tape of the whole funeral thingy but i guess im not ready for that yet... my dad got back on monday and yeah mia has been calling me often lately but i ( Read more... )

yesh... welll... my grandma died at approximantly 2:20 pm on Wednesday afternoon , thousands of miles away at approx. 2:20 i fall down weird on my ankle outside of school... the strangest fall i've ever had witnessed by friends... i like saw myself falling and couldn't do anything about it its like i just fell with a thid on my left ankle... yeah i ( Read more... )