I'm so fucking stressed. Tracy's in Utah cuz of her sister and that's so fucking sad. I want things to go good up there. Then I'm shaking cuz I just wanna leave. School is just impossible right now. Things were going so good. I thought he was starting to like me. Guess not. Now he's "in love" with some 14 year-old and he called me at 1 am to ask me ( Read more... )

Well it turns out that I'm a fuckin lozer. It's Saturday night. I'm at home...my parental unit is gone my sister said I can have people over. I have a damn baby right here...Jennifer should be here tonight but do I have anyone over? No. I haven't heard from my friends. Donnie ignores me to be w/ the jozlin chik so there goes one of my best friends ( Read more... )

okay so i'm invisible it seems. I have guy problems and I'm in pain from the damn spinal tap they did to me on Friday. Yes my weekend is going splendid. i'm lonely today and I'm realizing how much time I have to spend alone. I can't stand being alone!!! oh someone help me.... okay...um...that's all i got for today.
-me-

LOOK AT THE HUGE FROG!!! :
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Wow it's been a while since I've written in here. Things are...weird. I don't know if this guy likes me. I highly doubt it but...I dunno. There is this guy I like and another guy that I think likes me. I'm so konfuzed. How am I suppose to know if this guy is just being nice? I dunno. I've never had a guy "like" me. It's gay. I dunno if it's just my ( Read more... )

Misery ( Read more... )

You guys, even though some of you said that you are going to prom w/ me...How many of you have a ticket? I'm still scared that I will be alone...left alone. I started crying today cuz I saw Donnie. Tracy saw. I don't cry for guys. I'm usually like "fuck 'em". Why do I have to care so much for Donnie. I mean I haven't liked him as long as I liked ( Read more... )

okay so today was kinda messed up and i had my depressed moment earlier but i'm all good now. a new light is shining on me. i've got everything figured out. ^-^ i know that what i'm gonna do is so hard and it breaks my heart even thinking about doing it but it has to happen. for the sake of my happiness and donnie's. either he wins or i do. 50/50 ( Read more... )

If she wasn't so obvious i would have thought it was really donnie. but she was so careless! oh and she's forbidden Donnie to ever talk to me or hang out with me. talk about insecure. she wouldn't give him restrictions if she really loved him. right ( Read more... )

well this is very fucked up weekend. at first me and donnie were getting along great! but no, i got called in on friday evening and i saw him. well he told me that him and brittany were going to see a movie. okay i don't care right? well then i see two of her friends show up. even better. so the night goes on alright. well then i get out early and ( Read more... )