hey everyone. i got a new journal. i won`t use this one at all anymore. so u better add me <3

_simplewhispers

i`m closer to where i started
i`m chasing after y0u

i found out everything i do wrong in mine `n davids realtionship. i am too controlling =[ idk wht to do!!! i just wanna be perfect for him. all i want need is him. i need anwsers. i`m all out of them =/. g0d wht i am going to d0. i hate myself. i hate myself so much. everything about me needs ( Read more... )

...will i

i feel a.l.o.n.e.

once again i feel unimportant.more. I miss missy `n amber. were all
d r i f t i n g i can feel it. i can`t tell, if i`m changing or it`s everyone around me. i didn`t eat yesterday. besides the ice cream from twisters w/ sully. i had a great time with sully, david & grace last night. and with mis `n amb at the movies. ( Read more... )

Everything isn't meant to be okay.
Television dreams of tomorrow.
We're not the ones who're meant to follow.
Convincing them to walk

HOW COME NO ONE COMMENTS? I FEEL SO UNLOVED

yesterday rebecca`z (my lil sis) bday party. g0t back from cedar point around 2. had a blast (read last entry). went `n got david`z sweetest day present. went to the ( Read more... )

hey everyone! back from cedar point w/ andria =)!!!!!! omg i had SO MUCH FUN!!!!! we stood in line 2 1/2 hours for the millenium force!!!! then the mantis was sweet `n so was the indoor one --> so f`in score!! me pushing someone outta the way for the first cart =P =) me `n andi skipping. us getting stuck on the lil kid ride. omg and so much more ( Read more... )

oh thx god itz 6th hour!!! i am so excited for this weekend. i have to work for 3 hourz tho!!!!!!!!!!! ick but thts okay cuz this weekend is gonna be so much fun =) i love david =) <3 today overall was a good day. i was all alone in english. oh how sad* well i gtg!!!!!! <3

i`ll prolly update at andiz tonight <3

CHELZ

all school does is stresses you out ahhh!!!! i missed david after school today. it is the JV boyz last soccer game, i hope they win!!!!!!!! after school me `n andi walked with amber, troy `n some kid named josh (josh 1 and josh 2) yeah lol amber `n troy gettin` rough in the middle of the road. lol they are really kute together, made me miss david ( Read more... )

your the person i run to
when things get so bad
that i don`t know if i can make it through
my love for you is so strong
no one can break it
let them try
we`ll make it through
hand in hand
i love you for all the things you are
and everything your not
the only reason i wake up every morning
is to see your facethank you for everything you`ve ( Read more... )

last nite missy came over for like an hour `n we were just talkin bout werid connections seriously, they were so freakin` freaky. lol then jake called her `n i was bein` a dork dancing around in my room. today in choir me `n erin are hilarious god, lol i would lick my hand `n slap my knee and she was blowing up this tiny ballon and i go ITS BRETT` ( Read more... )

this morning i had the whole house to myself. i luvved it <3 seriously. i put my music on so loud. i just did whatever i wanted it was great i really needed it. then went to davidz <3 i love david soo much<3 he great went ther around 11 `n left around 2. DJ of korse went over there too. So yeah so much for a day 4 the `2 of us. steph is sucha dork ( Read more... )