...sometimes I wish things could go back to the way they used to be...

or maybe other people be the same.

i quit. i've sold my soul to the devil, and have given up trying to be happy.
i am misled by the present, backstabbed by the past, and only teased by the future.
will this ever end?

so to update.

...we're done.
or im 99 percent sure of it.

We were in the same room hanging out/dancing for about an hour, and we didn't look at each other-let alone speak one word.

so im coping, and making myself drop it...because he obviously has. so yeah. 
don't get attatched-don't get hurt.

ps. if you really care, I use http://www.xanga.com/amybilerdoos more.

I'm starting to think that I'm the bad guy. Like with everything. Any friends I make/have, I always screw things up, or I end things. My mom has/still tells me that she thinks I'm a hard person to live with. Am I really that complicated? I feel like I know what I want, and will change things to be that way, but then again I can [kind of] go with ( Read more... )

i kind of have given up on livejournal, and moved onto xanga. i think it's cuz i never update this, aaand i usually check out micah's xanga...so yuh. sowwie

woo! "summer vacation ( Read more... )

i had a fun mini-vacation...basically took 3 days off, and then went to margie's house with jon, chris, micah, and hannah...and then yesterday we went to boston for a tiny bit, and then to mansfield to see Gwen Stefani, Akon, and Lady Soveriegn. and it was nothing short of AMAZING. gwen is pretty much my hero. and then today we woke up at like 12 ( Read more... )

just thought i'd throw this out there... THINGS WORK BOTH WAYS.

iiiiim going home on sunday.
thirsty thursdayyy tonight
spiderman 3/hellogoodbye tomorrow
pack tooooons
and leave this bitch
YAY

sooo i was bumming so much/have been bumming so much, that im making it happen. im gonna go home tomorrow and come back sunday night...its just a night, but i need it.