Boo.

So, you can completely disregard my last post. Nothing ever happened to Nile, the whole thing was a joke.. a not so funny joke.. but a joke nonetheless. This past weekend was fun as hell. Friday Face, Nile, Brett, Dez, James, and I were all going down to the Troc to see Blaze.. but shit fell through. More or less everything that could have possibly ( Read more... )

I got an e-mail this morning from Nile's little sister Jordin. Apparently Nile hit Mike over the head with that god damn wooden cat and then stabbed him a bunch of times. Obviously he's been arrested and there's talk that he was going to be charged with attempted manslaughter. Jordin said that there was a bump trial and that he's facing 5 to 7 ( Read more... )

Some much shit has gone down since I last updated this journal.. entirely too much to catch up with.. so for the time being it's all going to be bypassed. I've been hanging out with Nile and Brett a lot lately. (Nile and Brett are the two new guys that I work with.) Brett and I went to Zern's yesterday looking for lip rings, and then we went back ( Read more... )

I know there's someone out there who can understand, and who's feeling the same way as me. I'm twenty-four and I've got everything to live for, but I know now that it wasn't meant to be. 'Cause all has been lost and all has been won and there's nothing left for us to save, but now I know that I don't want to be alone today. So if you find that you' ( Read more... )

The summer is almost over. I knew it was going to fly by because I was too busy waiting around for Jared's visit and my birthday to come. Both are over now. Like I said in MYSPACE.. now all I have left to do is sit around and count the days till Halloween.

Baby, baby, I'd get down on my knees for you. If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah. We had a love... a love... a love you don't find everyday. So don't... don't... don't... don't let it slip away.

I hate my job, and I firmly believe that if I don't get out of Redner's soon it will ruin my life seeing as how it's all ready stolen my soul and robbed me of all things fun..

I really feel like I never should have gotten up today. Everything just seems to be off. I'm still a bit stuck in a rut. Things just sort of blow right now. Once one aspect of my life starts to get better another one completely craps out. It's a vicious cycle. Maybe you're right.. maybe I'm neurotic or paranoid.. I just wanna stop hurting.

Each night I feel the distance that has grown between us open up as lonely as the space between the stars. I wish that I could find a way to smash my fist right through these walls of ugliness and emptiness and gently touch your face. But every time that I touch you.. you feel so far away.