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[jadedcontrition]

It has been said insanity can be defined by doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results. If this is truly the case, then we both must be stark raving mad.

Countless times you have demanded that I provide some sort of explanation for my recent behavior, but how can I put into words what I cannot fully comprehend myself

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[flambeauvivant]

Well, that's just typical, utterly typical of you to post this here. Last time you even got your thoughts published as a novel rather than actually talk to me.

Louis, why can't you say this to my face, mn? Am I not right here? Am I not asking you every night to tell me this? You will read this, but you won’t understand it. I recognize that tone of voice. Well, I have read it. Stop running away and talk to me.

[seraph_tenshi]

To admit such things face to face can be hard. I guess I would have act like Louis.
...O-M-G...have I really said that???????????????????

[flambeauvivant]

Yes. I admit, it's hard. But life isn't always easy.

[seraph_tenshi]

Life is never easy. Sometimes I'm glad I simply managed to come home. Anyway. I think its also hard because you will never change and Louis knows that. You will have always more as just one boyfriend/lover.

[thedizzywriter]

Whenever I couldn’t explain myself to loved ones, I took it as a sign that something was wrong with me and I saw someone to gain an understanding I didn’t have before. I know you and I aren’t the same, but it can’t hurt. The worst that happens is that doctor sucks and you stop going.
It sounds like you have connections to someone very good through Lestat and Ian. Why not try?

[jadedcontrition]

I've never found it easy to explain my thoughts or feelings to anyone else, chérie. It's just who I am.

I'm not interested in any suggestions that Monsieur Manning might provide, but how can a mortal doctor possibly understand what Lestat and I have been through for the past two and a half centuries? It would be nothing more than a charade on our part as we can't tell the truth about what we are.

[thedizzywriter]

I wouldn’t want you to be anything but yourself. Thank you for being honest with me.

I’ll admit, I don’t know how you’d do it either aside from finding a person in the know about vampires. That complicates things for sure. I guess I was holding out hope that there’s a non zero number of people who could understand.
I also want to stress that I don’t think there’s anything wrong with you. I’ve just seen therapy work wonders for my friends out here. I want you to be as happy as possible. That’s all.

[jadedcontrition]

A non-zero number. I like that. The Talamasca have therapists, of course, but that would be equally strange and uncomfortable. I suppose we could try it; just once.

[beautesauvage13]

Happy Birthday!  Hope you are well and are enjoying your birthday.

Athena

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[an2001]

hello! can I ask you something? i found you out from the VC 'The Forbidden Archive', and you are one of the admins.
Are any admins even active in the group?? considering the fact that you are the newest member here, can you pls help me. I am also new here, but I am facing immense problem with logging in. specially with my password. so please will you tell me how did you set up your password?

please respond! please