Life. It's the most complicated word in the English dictionary. How could one word have such an impacting meaning? What does it mean for one to be living? I think I have wondered that for all of my existence on this earth. I really think at one point in time I was living. At least to a point of understanding. I knew who I was, what I wanted, and ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in so long.
But this Christmas, I can really feel the joy.
I want my whole life to be like this.

Merry Christmas everyone.
And Happy Birthday Jesus.
You earned another year.

Fuck blogs. All they do is piss people off.
God forbid you share your feelings around anyone.

I can express how much I miss this.


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I just want to be creative.

I wish to have my life go perfectly from now on. I try so hard, and never get to far. Every obsticle that could get in my way does. I know that this is God testing me, I understand this, but I just wish that he could leave me alone for a little while.

I've become so numb.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.

This song is just the story ( Read more... )

So, let go, so let go ( Read more... )

I'm so happy with my life right now.

3 days and counting.
I wish you were still here.

I'm a liar. I don't want to date Zach. I'm just using him to buy the time. No one understands me when I say this, I just don't want to date anyone. I just want to have fun with my friends.

Two wrongs don't make a right, they make me.

Me amor is to stare at the stars and dream. You just can't embody that in a guy. I thought you could, but there's no ( Read more... )

I want to do something fun. My flesh is burning off the bone it's so hot. I want to go to a creek. I want to have a teen movie experience.