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Residencys and Friends
Well I think I'm working hard to get all my residency stuff in, its a little nerve wracking I must say so myself. Anyway just a quick post before I start packing to head back to DSM, why do people let stupid stuff ruin their friendsihps, and why don't I trust my first instinct on people and let them in. I tend to be the one getting screwed in the ( Read more... ) -
Your Fat
I have been on somewhat of an emotional rollercoaster today. Nick is probably right, I need to start running agian, running stablized me emotionally a little bit, and theres good research on the correlation between anxiety and depression and regular exercise. I want to start yoga again too. Anyway which brings me to my latest emotional outburst ( Read more... ) -
Friends = overated
I feel like i'm just screwed either way, one of my supposed friends who i'm living with is taking advantage of the situation, I'm paying her $350 a month to have a futon in her living room and a closet. More than fair but nooo she wants $375 a month. Its even harder to explain unless you've been at our supposed "shared" apartment, but clearly i'm ( Read more... ) -
Career
So today I decided to sit down and write down the booths I have to visit at midyear. Which means I am now offically freaking out, I looked and had programs narrowed down to the ones I think I wanted to do, which is community pharmacy practice residency. However now I'm not 100% sure, is that the direction I should really be going, maybe I should ( Read more... ) -
Need to stop spending $$
I went shopping today for no apparent reason, shouldn't have done that. I spent too much money that I don't have. I need to put myself on a budget for good now. Track all of my purchases or something. Also I need to stop buying capri pants thinking they might eventually look good on my short stubby legs, they will never look good ( Read more... ) -
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So sick of everything right now
10 weeks
59 days
Till I'm done with classes and it can't come soon enough. -
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I'm unhappy right now, and theres no apparent reason, other then the fact its still winterish and i get more depressed in winter, however its been beautiful the past few days and I've still been uphappy. However instead of looking inside myself for reasons why i'm unhappy i'm looking to place the blame on people and normally that falls on the ( Read more... ) -
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Do you ever get the feeling people are only telling you half truths, and the tell you it’s the whole thing and maybe they even believe it’s the whole thing, but the truth is, it’s definitely not the whole thing.
I’ve meant to do a lot of things this week, I meant to study for my OTC test, I meant to do my law assignment, I meant to go to class ( Read more... ) -
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Blah, so far I've worked out zero days this week and not sure If im going to make it today, I was going to go earlier but I don't know where my drake ID is. Okay I need to shower and go to exam review and meet with people about California and . . . -
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I need to open a book and study but I have no motivation to do anything. I feel like a hamster running on a wheel right now, I keep going and going and going but I'm not getting anywhere and its getting frustrating. I need a goal I need to do something . . .