I should be doing something productive. I'm getting to the point where i'm so sick of all the moving around and ready to be settled for awhile. Got awhile before that happens, as of right now I still have no idea where I'll be next year, and by next year I really mean may because thats when rotations start. Grant it I will know in a few weeks ( Read more... )

So, Nick is having a hard time with work because hes not closing loans and making any commission. I know hes having a hard time, because he eludes to it a little bit and I have been dating him long enough to know when hes stressed. However, when he is stressed he never comes to me with his problems ( Read more... )

So I'm starting to stress out about school again, because the hours I thought I would get this weekend I'm not going to get. Scratch that instead of stressing out about it I figured out my hours and it ended up working out okay. 'm just going to have to talk to the activities coordinator about making out my sheet because I've been horrible about ( Read more... )

Things are slowly starting to fall apart. Normally I'm pretty good at getting myself out of everything I get myself into. However this time I'm afraid it might have been to far. I'm scared :(

Hmm so parts of me aren't looking forward to thanksgiving, I really don't want to hear about how great Lia is and her relationship with Nate and blah blah blah. Nicks coming back with me for thanksgiving and how much do you want to bet half the realatives don't even realaize he's there because they are too busy talking to Lia about her life. I'm ( Read more... )

Why can't I stop crying

So my relationship is kinda finally moving away from the new stage and it kinda sucks because Nick is ready for it and I kinda miss the attention. I guess like I struggled with it at first cause this is my first relationship and got comfortable with that and now I'm struggling with this because I doubt things all the time and I'm not thinking ( Read more... )

I'm so tired and I can't sleep I tried to take a nap today and couldn't calm down enough to sleep. So I can't sleep but I'm still tired and it sucks. I probably wont be able to sleep tonight either because I have a test coming up. Which right now I should be studying for ( Read more... )

I'm so tired, I didn't really sleep last night, Nick was over here but I don't think that had anything to do with it. I think I'm stressed out about this whole IPPE thing. I acctually tried this time I really did and I still struck out. I have to email Rovers about it but I'm scared. I'm expecting the worst, sometimes Its really hard to be an ( Read more... )

I am way to cynical and can be neurotic. I probably lie more than I should. Some of the things I do are a little insane but I'm a girl therefore it happens and yeah I will use that as an excuse. I don't work as hard as I should and tend to coast by on my abilities, yet I never give myself enough credit. I'll be the first to admit I have ( Read more... )