i met a guy..well he and i have talked for a few months but ...we just now started talking like on the phone and what not. we both like each other we realized we were rusing things so we backed off. tryin to start as friends and ease into the whole relationship mode. i really hope it does work, b/c honestly joseph is like the most wonderful guy i' ( Read more... )

sooo i am having issues..c emailed me hes been cutting himself :( i have boy issues ...i am about to give up. cuz i feel i'll never find anyone. i wanted someone i can connect to on multiple levels. spiritual , mental, pyschical, etc. i want to be respected. ughhhhhhhhh

so i met this guy (he'll remain nameless). he seems really down to earth and cool.. kinda a punk hippie mix. and like i had the most azaing time with him yesterday.we cuddled a lil and flirted. and kissed. he came over twice yesterday and the second time he was all i wanna spend the night. so i was cool with it. i like having someone to sleep next ( Read more... )

so after 3 1/2 yrs i fianlly left and abusive relationship. i finally got the balls to just get up and leave. but then my one stronghold seems to have bailed on me. he says we need to cool down and he wants to get his head on straight first..but he loves me. but then i notice his ex g/f has been leaving him comments about how she misses him and ( Read more... )

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new ink!

i'm trying to find my real mom and dad no luck so far :(

here's my new pic...

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so anyway live journal seems to be acting up on dates so i dunno whats up the real date is sept 30 and i am ed cuz some jerk off is hogging the un filtered computer and i just wanna u[p load pics onto myspace and would you hit this but no.. anyway thats about it new pics to follow

so im back..i moved and i have been slack. theres not net at my new house right now. so i walk 7 blocks to get online but at leat i get excercise. anyway, not much has been up i chopped off my hair i have been to a couple of shows other than that just trying to get the house in order. hopefully new pics will but up REALLY soon. anyway thats about

i hate landlords. that is all