why is it that i thought things were gonna be great when my mom got back and there not. since she's been back she's basically told me she doesn't like how i raise my son, that i am fat, and make me feel like its my fault that my sister didn't keep her house they way she wanted it kept. wtf?! once again it makes me feel like the black sheep and i am ( Read more... )

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ok so my partents came home. it feels weird having them back. i went to a show for the first time since new years friday night. it was nice. i got to check out this badn i have been wanting to see they rawked. got to see the suspenion crew do some flesh pulls. and i watched lots of rwednecks freak out. lol . damn those backwoods shows..lol. the ( Read more... )

being sick
the darkness
telemarketers
cleaning
vaccuum cleaners (but thats literally)
being broke
being angry
being upset

i really miss my mom and dad. i haven't seen in about a year now. they're comin home in a few weeks and i couldn't be happier. i know my mom is pysched about seein nicholas too. this is the longest i have ever been away from my mom and dad. i dunno if thats weird or not. i'm just really close to my mom. especially since i had the baby. i know i ( Read more... )

ok so this weekend was total chaos. but i did get to see my girl michelle. which was great. and nicholas's bday party went fairly well. went and got my nose repierced. i forgot how much it can hurt. my firend jackie got her own special piercing and that was probably the most entertaining part of this weekend. man oh man did she squeal loud..well ( Read more... )

ok so i'm doing a journal right? my name's nicci just so you know. what to talk about. hmm ( Read more... )

tomorrow is nicholas's 1st bday. i can'y believe its been a whole year already that really blows my mind.it really amazes me how smarthe is. other than that there's not really anything going on. so today will be a short entry.