i am so happy today! last night jill and i went to deja vu and we had a great time. it was couples night so if one of us got a lap dance the other one got to join in. so that was fun. we bought two dances. the first one was good and daisy was really nice and friendly. but then we got a dance from jackie and that was very very great she was so ( Read more... )

my hands look like old people and my hair weights 20 lbs. i still have about 3 hours of this entertaining myself bullshit. i hate being alone it makes me uncomfortable. it gives me too much time to think and sometimes, especially for me, too much thinking is not a good idea. ok so i don't like being alone or around too many people. wait i am not ( Read more... )

now that i see how far away my family reunion is i really don't wanna go. it will take me 1 hour and 46 minutes to get there and even then i'm not sure if i hve the right directions. i am just trying to think of a way to get out of this without lying or making anyone feel bad.oh well fuck it there is no possible solution.
kmart is so stupid!! they ( Read more... )

does anybody want to play catch with me?
I am such a fuck up!! i think i messed up the drawer/door i was fixing. Damn that sucks!

oh my.. i really don't feel well. i think i am starting to feel a little better... Meg gave me some motrin and crackers, so i should start feeling better. tonight was fun, kinda... except that i wore my big boots and everytime i dance in them my muscles hurt. i seriously need to start putting them on everyday and dancing for about 20 min. so ( Read more... )

this is so hott!

this weekend was crazy.....in a nutshell i got to pet a squirrel his name was Malik the pregnant domesticated drag squirrelher real name was Millie. and i also had dinner with my dad who i haven't seen in like 2 years....that was weird!! too tired to go into details.....sorry

why am i still awake? it's like 4:30 and i have to work at 8:00, which means i have to leave at like 7:30, which means i have to be up at like 6:30. which means if i were to fall dead asleep right now i'd get 2 hours sleep. so i should just stay awake. yup, that's what i'll do. Lisa and Heather came over and cause Tiffers was sleeping on the couch ( Read more... )

this damn internet thing makes it soooo easy to shop, I hate it! i just bought a pair of red pants and some black boots and spent 100+ dollars that I really didn't have.... oh well i really liked them. they're for my gwen show if i ever get my lazy ass up and get rid of my beer belly(ewwe). i'm in a good mood so i'm not gonna finidh my story(in ( Read more... )

Isn't this pic. so cute. I used to have it as a big poster of it when i lived at home but i lost it in the move.

It's almost Tuesday....yippie I get to go to work again! I really need to find a new job. I can't wait for Absolute Chaos, it's gonna be so fun. I really do want to perform, but i'm too scared. I really don't know why either I know that ( Read more... )