starting to see a pattern here with work- it never fucking ends. thought i might get the day off today- called in and found out i had to come in to prepare for a shoot next week. nothing was ready and we waited all day on a damn conformation. so now i will have even more work tomorrow when i go back in at 8:30am. wanted to go up and see my sister ( Read more... )

running around trying to figure out exactly what else i need to do to get this business up and running. not really getting all that much sleep- but who needs sleep really? grabbed some great pictures of a drum circle on sunday night with bethany and maz. moving day is coming soon as well- they all mive july 1. as for me i will pay 300 rent for a ( Read more... )

so with the help of my dad instead of going to tampa i am now starting my own photography business. weird. yesterday was my first big purchase- its a little scary but this is what i got:


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i used to love the rain. tonight has been a challenge though. sitting here in this house watching it fall wishing i was around someplace doing something other than being here. ready to kill myself at work this weekend- better stock up on the caffeine ( Read more... )

i think thats what the state line sign should say.....either that or old people turn back. maybe... the elderly: they're what's for breakfast! today was spent driving around picking up $$$ for lifetouch. hours spent in a car from sebastian to hobe sound..... sometimes i thought traffic was slowing down due to an accident- nope- it was just an old ( Read more... )

when i was a kid in school i remember the anxiousnes of waiting for summer, for that final school bell to ring. i remember not trying to look at a calendar, hoping the days would move faster. summer means nothing the way it used to for me- its a sad fact, i miss those times. not school- but the promise that on a certain day it was over for awhile- ( Read more... )

mondays suck. the only monday i ever liked was at the clinic where i got paid every monday- then mondays were good. i sat a a stupid school in palm city all day today- wishing i could just go home and sleep. i think i got food poisoning- not sure but i feel sick as shit.. came home and passed out only to wake up at 7:30 thinking it was tuesday ( Read more... )

really to tired to write anything about whats going on. but i will leave the lyrics of a favorite ani song ( Read more... )

its another weekend. and i begin by working at qvc. over 80+ hours the last 2 weeks at lifetouch....more like lifetaken. this week went by so fast and so much shit has happened i am numb. i am tired of crying, worrying and trying. yet somehow my eyes still get teary. today was nothing short of a miracle that i made it through. at one point my sugar ( Read more... )