so i remember the good 'ol days when lj held my innermost thoughts.....when i could actually write. these days it seems like all i have time for is a quick email check and maybe drop a line to the few friends who actually do keep in touch ( Read more... )

for some reason as i sit here- feet freezing i am thinking the year over in my mind. its been long and different and i find myself awe struck at some of my choices. i've worked my ass off and been sick for long periods of time. i've dated and happily moved on. i've moved out. and moved up. and moving again in 2006. back home to the atl. georgia. ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in about 2 months. sorry. life. life is what you make it- a lot of times it seems like you work your ass off only to get shat upon. lately its been a lot of that. we finally got caught up on all of ours bills and had some extra money. i had some vacations planned- i wanted to see some old friends. we went to orlando and epcot ( Read more... )

what the FUCK is going on with??? the lasts few weeks have proved to me that so many of the people i considered friends were really just sad excuses for human beings. a waste of skin and organs. users, liars, and twisted little fucks in general. please any time you want to hang out or need something just call me. because obviously i seem to cater ( Read more... )

i thought sunday was the day for rest. its now 4 and i am just getting to the heap of crap that needs to be donw by me. writing estimates, finding hotels. and really my mind is somewhere completely else ( Read more... )

while i have just a few minutes to vent here at work- starving. i am the first one here at 9am everyday all day until 6pm- sometimes longer. while everyone else runs off and does what they need to do- get to THEIR appointments and go play pool. meanwhile i deal with bad attitudes and people who sit on the computer all day playing minesweeper while ( Read more... )

its been a while i guess since i have updated. almost finishing the move into the house- refinishing 2 pieces of furniture at the moment. but i hope to be done and moved by the end of the week. working my ass off- but what else is new? learning that i really do have some wonderful roomates and that my nickname is "#4"- i never laughed so hard the ( Read more... )

so tonight i got my new computer. wow. i loooooove it. thats all i have to say. i dont think i have EVER owned a computer this amazing before. gotta go play some more.....

looking at the current calender i have in front of me- it appears there's no time for a trip . maybe a nice long weekend. however the way things are working out this week so far i have missed 1 qvc shift and havent gone to the senior office 2x this week. i'm tired. and somehow i think that things will get better... even though i know they're not. ( Read more... )