another sun rises behind cloudy eyes ( Read more... )

So I'm heading home today to see the family for a very short weekend. Unfortunately my best friend ever is going out of town herself, so we will be geographically passing one another instead of having a kick ass weekend together. Isn't it ironic? No, it just sucks. I've been thinking of getting a penpal from Australia, as if I don't have enough ( Read more... )

AHHHHHH I strongly dislike finals right now...very strongly. And my parents. And this unbelievably uncomfortable chair that i'm sitting on in the library. And the guy who was just next to me pounding on his keyboard making my computer screen shake.

I can't wait for Friday night.

THE END

I am having a good time in college, it's now definitely living up to my expectations and I'm not doing too bad in school either. I'm only going home for five days because I have to work, but I think that is definitely enough. My family is really into the whole Christmas thing and I'm definitely not...at least not this year. Chris and I are on ( Read more... )

Ok so now I'm sitting in the library because my class got canceled. YAY! Studying for a math test this afternoon...that's all.

I went home this weekend to see the family. They had a mini surprise birthday party for me Friday night, Luke wanted us to all wear Elmo hats so we did. I had homemade food and icecream cake, it was awesome. Saturday I baked in the sun at my brother's football game, then watched America's Next Top Model reruns for 4 hours because I was sick. ( Read more... )

On a completely opposite note than the last entry (like you fuckers actually read this shit), FSU was the place to be last night. It was exactly how college should be: Block after block of drunken hotties, parties, music, football and BEER! It was incredible, the game was INCREDIBLE, I had amazing seats, amazing people to share them with, and a ( Read more... )

So as much as I hate to admit it, college life is definitely not living up to my expectations at all. Living on my own has sucked tremendously in its own way, I haven't met hardly anyone and I have nothing to do...ever. I can't find a job, I miss my friends, and I let my guard down and was used and humiliated by someone. I've learned an ( Read more... )

Unfortunately someday you learn that

Kisses aren't contracts

Forever could actually just be two years

I Love You is not a lifetime promise

People will say they love you just to keep from hurting you

People will say that it's better to love than never have loved at all, but it's up to you to decide if that's true

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A bittersweet ending to an amazing boy and beautiful love.

Goodbye my love.

I hope this is the right thing right now...