6 days before I leave for La Verne and i'm hella excited to start this new chapter of my life. I just have this overwhelming feeling of happiness, knowing that i'm going to be meeting amazing people and doing some amazing things. maybe meet the man of my dreams? *sigh* I can only hope. shit, i'm such a girl ( Read more... )

Here's another speech you wish I'd swallow ( Read more... )

the Seether is not a vagina, the Seether is Louise.

there's static in the air. can you feel it? the rain is coming and brings with it a feeling of serenity, peace, loss...growth. growth.growth ( Read more... )

im at a new place in my life. embracing the negative and feeding it with positive. there's always a silver lining to everything, reasons for why situations did not work out the way you planned. reasons why I felt pain, sadness, or happiness for that matter. i just want to breathe in this life i have and be utterly content with it. no making excuses ( Read more... )

do you ever wonder ( Read more... )

i just feel like i don't belong here anymore, i don't think i ever really did... though i don't think ill ever belong anywhere in many ways. im empty. yet still completely able to feel my emotions in more extremes than most. i hate that about me.

everything seems useless these days. this even seems pointless. im not really sad, it's just a ( Read more... )

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; to know ( Read more... )

went and saw 'Saved' last nite with two of the loveliest ladies in the land, Meggie and Marcail. was simply fantastic. everything was dead-on and a little trippy because it reminded me of my childhood. Deja-vu i tell you ( Read more... )

my heart hurts.

i need to leave this place.