I haven't posted on here in a long time. After browsing my previous entries, it's clear that I was just plain stupid. Or ignorant. Either way, it doesn't really matter ( Read more... )

that I didn't post pictures of my first pair of pants! How much do you hate me right now?? :)


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Second pair I made, lovingly described (by Ben) as "business hippie" :


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We went and visited Ben's puppy last night. He gets to take her home in two weeks. He wanted to name her Savannah, but changed his mind and said "What should we name her... What should I call her.." (hehe, he's thinking about us as a couple) so I told him to think of a song that means something to him or that he likes a lot and he was coming up ( Read more... )

I found out some shit... Ben lied to me about some stuff, but we're getting through it. I hate it. He's doing a good job of making me feel better though. He said that if we can get through this, we can get through anything... and that I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. I love him. I asked him how he'll know when he loves me and ( Read more... )

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I get to see my baby tomorrow! Its been two agonizing weeks... I miss him so much. Hopefully I've found what I'm looking for..........