hm. things are going pretty well all in all. the thing with that guy has progressed somewhat, i got into college (yay?), not too many problems with the family...yet...i'm still somewhat depressed. i don't know if it's depression persay...idk. i just feel like i need to have a good cry. i guess i'm stressed out. i'm stressed about school (high ( Read more... )

' All i wanna say,
is you're the satellite, in my life
you don't have to lie
you don't have to cry anymore

Then I hear you say
Let's live for the moment
This time
Why don't you just make up your mind

You make my headspin
You make my headspin
Why, why do you?
You make my headpsin
You make my headspin

You love to build me up
Just to tear me down
Why?
Wouldn't it be ( Read more... )

oh. the only thing that is effing stupid is...well, actually, that's me. i'm friggin retarded or something. i did crappy on my SAT's. not real crappy. but like. average crappy. and pretty damn crappy on my report card too. G.P.A. fucking sucks. other than that things are pretty good.

i'm in better spirits. lol. a lot better ( Read more... )

school is finally over. and this guy, jimmy that i was set up with. michelle won't leave me alone about it. it's just kind of like okay, that's nice that you're interested, or acting like you're interested...but really..just stay out of my business. i got it.

this week, i took off from work. the entire week. it feels so nice and next week i have ( Read more... )

i've just basically realized that i actually do want to be in a relationship. yea...

anyways. prom wasn't bad. it was actually kind of good.

i had SATs and they royally sucked ass.

school should just end. there's really no point in us being there until finals. and some classes are still giving homework...wtf? it's like, a week and a half til it's ( Read more... )

i definitely hate depression. the end.

okay so...basically everything with family is still there except worse. dad is hardly working... like...sometimes doesn't even work one day during the week. my mom just has her cleaning business and usually has one day off, which really, she should have the entire week filled with the situation we're in but she doesn't. i have a neice now which is ( Read more... )

everything is still the same basically. family stuff...i don't think that will ever change. so, there's this guy that really likes me but i'm not sure how i feel about him. i like him some, but idk how much. and i don't know if i want a relationship. i kind of want a more casual thing. i don't want the commitment. kind of scares me a little b/c i ( Read more... )

everything from the last entry is still bothering me. still shit with my dad that is affecting this whole house. my parents...i don't see how two people that basically hate eachother are staying married. i sure as hell hope it's not for me or something, i don't care if they get divorced.whatever. i really need to do better in school b/c right now ( Read more... )