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May 17
I don't want to write this down so I'll just write the jist. Mom was really drunk and drinking so much. I would slap her and yell at her and she would just babble. We were at Deb's wedding and she was mumbling and I asked her if I needed to take her to the emergency room. She said somewhat of a yes, so I picked her up and started walking her ( Read more... )

Lord, I pray for this! Give me dreams of You! Help me.

Job 33:14-16 
For God may speak in one way, or in another,
Yet man does not perceive it.
In a dream, in a vision of the night,
When deep sleep falls upon men,
While slumbering on their beds,
Then He opens the ears of men,
And seals their instruction. 
 

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The promise the Lord gave me when I was little ( Read more... )

I worked in a morgue. I saw blood and body parts chopped up everywhere. Jars of people. Bodies going in and out. Blood all over the floor. My job was to go into the backroom, which was pitch black. I had to climb down a latter into a dark ocean. Swim far down and grab a trash bag with body parts of someone inside and bring it back to the surface ( Read more... )

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