Three different times I begged the Lord to take it away. 
Each time he said, 
“My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.” 
So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me. 
That’s why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer ( Read more... )

Arise, O sleeper in me, and awake from your dreams. 
Awake the world from their sleeping, O God of grace. 
Awaken me from the night and release Your spirit in me.
O God, unveil my ears to hear your teachings,
let me listen to the words of your mouth.
I will part my lips in parables; I will utter hidden things of the old,
that what we have heard we have ( Read more... )

 In the ocean, put on scuba gear and had to swim up a flat wall surface of a tunnel into the depths of the sea. It was dark and there were strange creatures and slimyness along the walls accompanied with brittle coral. I went so far up, I got to the first room and was able to take off my gear. I was trapped in another world that I couldn't get out ( Read more... )

In Austin ( Read more... )

 8/27/10

Dad wanted us to find a werewolf. When we found one in the distance dad caught a small animal and threw him around on the ground hoping the werewolf would come get him. After a second the werewolf came running and I knew he was going to try to eat me. He came straight to me and almost ate half of my arm. I was trying to fight him off but ( Read more... )

5/4/09 found in a notebook

Trapped us all. We knew we were going to die. Tried to figure out plans. Pulled us all up by our necks. Disintegrated them all except Ryan and me. I took a picture of everyone being disintegrated. He stopped before he got to us. Made everything so bloody. Cut off parts. I didn’t want us to die so soon. So young. Killed all ( Read more... )

8.11.10 ( Read more... )

I dreamt we were married squids that lived in the ocean.

We were trapped down there for so long, the seasons just started running into each other. I knew time was going by faster there than it should and I wanted to get us out. I needed to wait until it turned into summer again though because we couldn't swim so far in the middle of winter. I didn' ( Read more... )

I had a great night at Meghan and Chris' house last night..After, David talked with all of us for a long time.. especially about nightmares and fighting and things like that. So this is that night...a week later so I'll shorten it ( Read more... )

6.30.10 ( Read more... )