I'm content right now. Life can be a chaotic mess, but still, somehow, in the middle of all that one can find a small moment of peace. Some clarity in all the confusion. I am in that peaceful moment right now. Sure, things could be better. I could be having sex right now. Cause, well, that's kind of the mood I'm in. Damn it. There went that ( Read more... )

Have you ever made a decision for *almost* all the right reasons, then completely regretted making that decision but have had to stand behind it anyway? Have you ever prided yourself on your honesty, your "in your face" bluntness, then told a half-truth to someone who deserved nothing less than 100 % of your so-called honesty? I have, and it's ( Read more... )

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So this was part of my day today. Scott was right...the radiator is seriously uncomfortable...DO NOT sit on it voluntarily.


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Things have been going rather well. Visited a friend in NJ earlier this week. Total girl stuff: makeup, shopping, shoes, nice dinners and lunches...you know. My best friend is going to be having her baby today. So that's pretty exciting. And the only other thing that's really been on my mind much at all lately is my upcoming trip to Memphis ( Read more... )

Work is so screwing with me right now. I was blocked from myspace Tuesday night, but not last night. I came in tonight thinking I'd be able to get online...I even waited until 8pm (our corporate office is out in AZ and the computer people would have left by then), but much to my shock and dismay I'm blocked again. So now I'm bored, with nothing ( Read more... )

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So, yeah...I have no computer at home. For all postings to LJ and to myspace, I use my work computer...which is probably a stupid idea to begin with, but it hasn't been a problem until tonight ( Read more... )

for those fellow members of the foamy cult card club and have seen the "tech support" episode, this is for you ( Read more... )