Gray Area

[jaderoxpipslife]

I feel like the more I learn, the less I know.
That part of knowing is understanding that you can’t ever really know, and that nothing is all one thing. Especially anything involving people.

I swear I’m not high right now. Just emotional because I’m about to start my period and watched this really good show on Apple TV called The Morning Show.

Comments

[seriouslymegan]

I feel this so much. I’d like to hear more.

[jaderoxpipslife]

I don’t have it all thought out yet. To be fair, I don’t know if I ever will, not to mention I just had another successful social distance w(h)ine night so I probably won’t be very articulate now. But basically here’s what I’ve been thinking

[seriouslymegan]

I just have to stop reading and smile because the brain candy that you’re providing me with forces me to. I like your brain.

This gives me that same vibes as “nothing matters, everything is made up.” Lol. Yeah, there is no complete, absolute understanding-even of ourselves, let alone anyone else. Lol.

When Cristina and I broke up I went around asking people what the point of romantic relationships is-eventually I spiraled our to “what’s the point of life??” People don’t know, nor do most seem phased or worried about the question or lack of an answer. Lol. I did eventually decide that “If people are here to pursue happiness, and happiness is an act of rebellion, then the point of life is to rebel.”

Also, the human body fascinates me and I love medicine so fucking much.