I miss mason

[jaderoxpipslife]

And I don’t miss him so much as I miss having a partner. And the feeling of having a family we created. I miss those rare moments we were in synch and could joke around and know when we wanted to leave a party but only to party somewhere else with a better vibe. We were like our own secret club. But the majority of the time wasn’t like that. He

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[seriouslymegan]

I feel this. A lot. It’s hard for me to feel connected to people, let alone attracted-makes me worry about if/when I’ll get to have that sort of connection again.

Do you want to maybe talk soon? I’m a bit nervous about it/asking but I love talking to you. And I miss that too.

[jaderoxpipslife]

Maybe. I’m in a weird place where I’m lonely and uncomfortable in all the change happening in my life so I find myself reaching out to people to sort of ease that, but then I have trouble maintaining boundaries so I don’t want to do that with you. I’m working on it though. I actually think just expressing this rather than yes immediately is a pretty good step for me. Hopefully you understand what I mean. :)

[seriouslymegan]

I feel that. *smiles* I’m working on boundary things too so I get it. Good on you for checking in with yourself. <3