all i can say is wow. im a complete idiot sometimes. how much can your life really fall apart?

haha to all in michigan with the cold weather.

i had to put the air conditioning on in my car today.

i love it here.

well my trip home was fun. full of interesting turns of events and seeing good people. good times. sucks i didnt get to stay longer but it was better than nothing. it was so good to see everyone. i miss them. now im back home in cali. livin in the studio. today is my first day of classes. moving into an apt soon. its gonna be good. i wonder if ben ( Read more... )

sooo new yrs. was pretty fantastic. cept for work the next morning. all im gonna say is my manager made me go buy pizza and i crashed in the back seat of my car after work and apparently kelly was pounding on my window trying to wake me up and yeah...didnt wake up for several hours ( Read more... )

my cell phone is turned back on! yay. i have a pimp phone. haha.

im coming home to MICHIGAN jan 6-11th. must see you all. love you lots

merry christmas! i love you all...

hmm what to say. not too much. worked since 8 am. went straight from starbucks to babysitting four kids and cleaning and now its about 6pm and i just got done. im pretty tired. it doesnt feel like christmas. none of my friends from home are around to see...my two best guy friends here arent talking to me and yeah. so christmas is pretty much gonna ( Read more... )

so. i guess david no longer wishes to be friends. i guess thats cool that whatever it is that he thinks i did cancels out five years of trying to be there for him. he took his pager back. i dropped off the blanket and a couple shirts i found in my dorm room. he told all the bartenders at our usual hangout what i look like so i can never go there ( Read more... )

what can i say. i dont think i have anything left. i am worn out and sick of the stupidity of it all and im sick of feeling like shit all the time. i already know my own problems, i dont need anyone to tell me, but thanks for trying to make me fell like shit again. its pretty cool. i guess i just thought it would be different, that maybe i could ( Read more... )

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