so i havent written in this for like two years. now im gonna write in it to vent and hopefully relax my mind for a day or so. i am totally overwhelmed right now. i used to be this person that was trying to be something so much better and now ive settled for work and work and work and some school on the side. im totally depressed but im trying to ( Read more... )

ok so i finally have entered back. i thought they deleted my account. hahaha. wow. life um is interesting. thats all for now. any of my friends still alive out there on this thing?

today i slept in until 3:45 pm. go ahead. be jealous. and tomorrow, will be done with college this semester. finally. yay ( Read more... )

almost done with school.

done with poetry.

done with ethnic lit.

moving on to finish film criticism and 20th cent hist.

religion in culture can wait until wednesday.

i was up all night watching political movies

micheal moore's movies suck

couldnt even finish watching them

so cheezy

dumbass people believing everything a fat guy tells em.

hahaha. ok. so. apparently ed never noticed the farting thing. but now luke and ed know because i told them last night when i was a little inhebreated. i totally spelled that word wrong but i like it. yeah. anyways.

I claimed it.

I CLAIM IT RIGHT NOW

haha.

idiot.

i love my stupidity sometimes.

damn i never realized how expensive poetry magazines are. the one i wanted being $10. ugh. pisses me off. seeing as i had to spend $12 on "wild meat and the bully burgers" yes i own this book now. ahhhh. i want school to end. i dont want to drive over the "hill" aka mountain to come to school everyday and think about the fact that on discovery ( Read more... )

fuck all the people with drama.

its so sad

and annoying

seriously

cant wait for summer

michigan

florida

best of all

no school

ahhh life has been crazy lately. hmm well ed still likes me. i just dont feel like dating. is that weird? joe and i got in a fight at work last week, finally a bigger one than usual. i wasnt even there to work at the time. pissed me off. anyways we finally talked and everything is fine i guess. seemes like it but then i get so irritated ( Read more... )

wow havent written in here forever. i moved. i like it. life has been crazy. yesterday was nuts. finally setteling a lot of drama that needed to be and also having to deal with new stuff but it should be all over now. yeah. no time to talk now...

i looked at a studio today and i think i may move out soon. im really excited ( Read more... )