man i saw my ex pretty much for the first time since the break up.. i felt like throwing up. -_-; not because of missing him. it's all because of what he had done. and how i wish i hadn't spent that much time with him. and so forth. but yea the sudden urge to throw up and painful memories. painful as in scary. all i want right now is to just be ( Read more... )

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you know there are just times in my life i just want to beat into someone ( Read more... )

long time and no posting.. hm. well all it's going good down here, wicked hott! i mean it's like 101 at least for the past week. i'm dying here. this is not condusive weather for very small people from alaska/./ well so it seems good things are comming my way rather quickly. At my job i recieved a small raise.. i now get 5.60 an hour, which means ( Read more... )

It's been interesting so far. I manage to pass my comp test for work. Now i'll be getting more hours, but there on the phones... -_-; more social interaction.... Actually i love this job. it's great! I pretty much have the same hours as Scott. well when i work generally he is too. but the saturday hours he isn't but that's ok because i can go see ( Read more... )

wow. it's been a while since the last update... o_0; at anyrate things have been incredibly awsome for me. i dont' get it. why it has been but hey. well let's see. I went back to my hip doctor yesterday and he was amazed that the surgery went this well.. 0_o that kind of worried me at the thought... but yea he said i could start dancing again!! =^_ ( Read more... )

whoa......... this was completely awsome..! i went on a date with a guy... ok that's not the awsome part........... ok it's part of the awsome part... -_-; went to dinner and a movie... well movie then dinner... he paid for all of it... opened doors... even the car door.. 0_o no one has ever done that for me... not even my own family. went to his ( Read more... )

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well all i think i am at the true point of wanting to date again... next task: to find a boyfriend......... Ok well i'm not going out and looking for one... just waiting for it to happen will be good enough for me. today is my first offical day of my first JOB, thats right JOB....er.. FIRST JOB!! EVER! i'm excited so far 5 hours have passed.. some ( Read more... )