Here enclosed within are the varied intense emotions and feelings I personally have undergone from the very first day of our exciting ever changing relationship ( Read more... )

These hormonal imbalances that mutate into something more significant than they really are, is my attempt of holding on to something that will keep me steadied on the ground and focused on something tangible, oppose to the illusional. Rather then the abstract dreams cast on some far away city- that as far as i know could be a distant planet ( Read more... )

So many reasons to say goodbye, yet i can not find the courage to go- nor the will to stay ( Read more... )

To hold or let go, to smile or turn away- to give into instinct or advice is simply inconceivable to me. Win or lose the roads merge as one- and resentment and disillusions paint it. I’ve tried, I’ve failed, and still I remain in square one where the world seems to frown at me and shake its head. I see only the faint colors of hope stray inside my ( Read more... )

Have you ever made a mistake? Something you wish you could take back with every ounce of desperate need in your body? Mistakes, so easily made, and never easily erased. How is it that a person can dig their own grave of guilt without realizing the consequences of their actions? We are only left to wonder the extent of our consequences, and how long ( Read more... )

I would like to start by saying that Monsters, Inc is the cutest movie!! I love Boo! She is the most adorable thing ever. Okay, that done, i'm watching some vampire flick on HBO, which so far looks pretty cheesy. It has a whole bunch of hotties though, like the rebel cutie from Roswell, the babe that's engaged to Christina Applegate. As to why i'm ( Read more... )

I'm always dwelling on the past, and i don't believe that that is such a horrible thing but apparently my new Love interest seems to think so. He says that i should forget the past and simply live in the present, to focus on him and forget the have-beens and has-beens. But i can't seem to forget, the memories, they just keep flooding in one after ( Read more... )

I could almost give in to the familiarity of your words. I can almost be reeled in by the facade you wear so well, the friend ( Read more... )

I've felt temptation float before me ... like magical fairies sprinkling their mischievous dust ( Read more... )

God, I love living! I love being able to feel, even the darkest most wretched feelings. I hate nothing, being numb to life, i'd rather feel the searing scorch of pain then to feel nothing. NOTHING is what keeps me up at night, Nothing is what prevents me peace. I'd like to think that life holds so much more then what meets the eye, and I know I ( Read more... )