so my mom called me today and told me she was going down to san diego to see my niece and nephews. i was like cool! then she asked if i can go down there and go to noleen's b-day party. i'm still checking what i have planned but it looks like i'm going to get to go. the only thing that sucka about that is andrew won't get too. i really want andrew ( Read more... )

alright tonight i guess there was a show at the boardwalk. i didn't go but i wanted to. i guess i didn't want to show up alone and have everyone ask where andrew was. he probably wouldn't have care if i left but i dunno. sometimes, i feel he will be upset and wouldn't say anything. ya know how boys are. i have to work tomorrow, so that means my ( Read more... )

i have been doing nothing for over a week in which means no work, no stress, no nothing. i must it's been awesome but i can't help but get bored. i think i gain like 4 or 5 pounds. i really don't want to go back to work but ya know i have too. no work means no money and having no money is shitty. i'm waiting for andrew is get up so we can go get ( Read more... )

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today is my dad's death day. the only song that comes to mind is one i heard way back in the day.... its by the anniversities and its called dear dad.(i think) i love that song. i sure my father would like it too. it was very much open to good music. i can't help but to think what he would say to me present day. i hoping it will be along the lines ( Read more... )

hello again. miss me ( Read more... )

updating this shit like a motha fucka ( Read more... )

i guess for the most part i have been pretty busy with the hus-sal and bus-sal of work. i have been working 4 to close every other night and frankly, it tired me out. i'm just getting tired of all the anti-communication between to morning crew and the night crew. only if they would just help us out by stocking everything before going home. is that ( Read more... )

so i haven't been a great friend to some.
i mostly been working.
i hate working.
i hate being a bad friend.

i'm out.

so i know what you probably thinking. i died! but to tell you the truth i've been working alot. i had some realationship problems with andrew but i think all is well. i've been getting sidetrack from school. i hoping to go back soon. i really miss not being able to make my prints for photography. i think thats my calling. i know i should use my ( Read more... )