I am convinced that the only person in this world who has felt stronger pain than I have is Tom, and even then he doesn't understand this pain.

Do not base your opinion of me on the garbage found on my profile and in this journal. I have had more than enough life changing events to change my life, and have not very well documented the me that is now. Hopefully I will have some time to put out a decent thought that accurately depicts the now-me, but until then know that the person in the ( Read more... )

coming to terms...i did/do so much wrong. i'm trying to be right. i see some of me come out every now and again, but there's so much numb/unsure you don't know. i don't know...i...don't...know

fell for a weakness today

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To Do:
Get my new job(s)
Put down deposit for trailer
Get a pet Iguana :D
Start lessons with swing bear blue
Surfing Lessons

VIRGO ( Read more... )

( if you wonder why i'm moving, and changing my job; click here )

"Good breeding consists in concealing how much we think of ourselves and how little we think of the other person."----Mark Twain ( Read more... )

AHH!! omg I'm freaking out. i have like 5 min. before work. IMPORTANT If you want to see me graduate let me know I have like 2 tickets left possibly. And if you want a video of my graduation I need to know BY the 15th (but way before would be better). I got my cap and gown today !!! And I got suspended. It's been horrible I've been getting in ( Read more... )

can't wait to move out. that's all i have to say about that uggg....I HAVE NO WHERE TO HIDE AND VENT! I need a new blog...the other day i had so much fun...it was friday. picked up honkey ass whitey and we went and picked up our checks, he dipped out on work. then he proceeded to do the impossible. dress me. i give him mad props though. we took ( Read more... )