I know it has been six months since my last update, I am trying to get better, really I am ( Read more... )

Ah Samhain is here again. New year for those who celebrate it. With that I am home from the hospital and on the road to recovery. Unfortunately I seem to have come down with a cold which makes for healing a little slower and difficult, sigh... oh well, I will survive. I have made it this far. I am very excited about the new me and the new life I ( Read more... )

So I have been trying to make myself busy with cooking new and inventive things. I am mostly sticking to breads right now, playing with my awesome breadmaker. So today is our Mabon celebration and I am helping cook ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Okay so most of my friends know that I have been trying to schedule my bariatric surgery for a while now. Okay since last August. After many many issues with my primary care Dr and him being responsible for me not being able to have the surgery before the end of the year I decided it was time to fire him and find someone new. I did just that, I ( Read more... )

Went to the courthouse today and filed for divorce. Shawn will be moving back to NJ on Dec 14th and it will be over. 11 years of history and 5 years of marriage gone. I am still not sure how I feel about it all. I know that we are both doing the right thing. Afterall we make much better friends than we do a married couple. But it's still sad really ( Read more... )

I love my Mother-in-Law... I love my Mother-in-Law... I love my Mother-in-Law... I love my Mother-in-Law ( Read more... )

So after spending the holidays sick and not really ever getting over it I was finally put in the hospital on Feb 22, 2009. I went in for difficulty breathing and severe fluid retention. I guess over the course of 2 months I had gained a lot of fluid and it happened in a way that I had no clue how much. The doctors initially thought I had congestive ( Read more... )

So Shawn got me an early Christmas present, actually two. Heeeh We bought a new to us car, well actually its a mini van. Its a 2007 Chrysler Town and Country LS, it's red and pretty and it will be ours. Then the other gift he got me is a new musical keyboard so I can play and record my music, I am soooooo excited about this ( Read more... )

As November is goming to it's middle, things are still going well for us. I am getting ready to take a girls vacation, myself, Jenn and Chelsea are all going to Mena, Arkansas for like five days, out in a cabin in the wilderness, among the fall foliage. Its going to be wonderful and beautiful and peaceful. I am going to relax and take lots of ( Read more... )