Eh. Fuck this journal. Fuck you people. And fuck the world. Im done with it.

I can't keep this on a chain anymore...

My brain hurts. TOo much thinking, too much dieing, too much shit to sort through at the moment. It feels like Im going into a meltdown...argh. Fucking headache. blah. Fucking people. Fucking stupidity.

If only I could take it all away ( Read more... )

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses ( Read more... )

Welp. No sleep, not tired, but really fucking bored. Kiffers to my right, he's passed out, and it looked like he really needed the sleep. My sleep scheduals totally screwed. So I have no idea when Im going to pass out. Im hoping I will when I get home this afternoon and wake up in the evening. ( Ney if im not on AIM by 5 30 or so start calling to ( Read more... )

Well Im just about packed and ready. Im finally getting up to the lake, and unfortuantly theres gonna be a shitload of work to do ( Read more... )

blurred vision by the sand
That falls through the hour glass
lack of wisdom trying to understand
The chink in the ammor of the mass

The good and the bad always balance out eventually. Weeeee. Things are looking better, can't wait for summer to be here. I'll be free to do what I want! No more drama, no more bullshit, just me, kiffer, brad, Talan and Sarge. Omg...this summer is gonna fucking rock! weeee

Okay enough like overflowing of happiness thingie. Love you all.

Im sorry. Im not good enough. I know this...just let me fade. Dont pretend to be my friend and talk to people about me... when you dont know me.

Id take pain over ignorance any day....