There are days that I feel like I exist to be in the mold of someone else. That my life is not my own to live.

When asked what I want to become or how I foresee my life in years to come, bleak imagery comes into mind.

I'm living but slowly dying inside.

Just this year, I have decided to focus in collecting photobooks and concert dvds.

I somehow did.

But, I at times, when new album is released by any of them, I still buy a copy or two.

Among the photobooks, the HoMin set was obsessed about. Hahaha.

With that, I bought all their official releases. Wohooo!

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There's still more than a 100 days to go, but my excitement can't be contained ( Read more... )

He was told that he will fail countless of times but, like a machine with one goal in mind, he wouldn't let any hindrance stop him from accomplishing his mission- his mission to reincarnate the world's most deadly weapon, Kim Jaejoong.

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I am on a public bus, squealing and damn this is so sweet! YunJae for the win! :)

you are in for disappointment jiji. hahaha. this is so good. :)

can you look at me the way you look at someone in this photo!?

The chills I feel, lessened by thoughts of you and jae. :)

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I've always viewed myself as a carefree individual.. so I thought.

The latest happenings in my life brought me back to reality.

I am entangled, lies and truth blurred my way.

Walking through this life is a struggle, breathing has become exhilarating.

I am lost.

And am afraid, I might be left in the dark..

FOREVER..